I need to keep repeating this when I wake up in the morning. (and read the post below again)
Most days of course suck but we are doing ok.
I caught myself in a work meeting earlier today drifting off. No, not sleeping (although I am very tired). I just started thinking of that horrible, yet beautiful day when Mary was born. Tears started to form, but I held it back. I didn't want my boss to think I was getting all emotional because of the new assignments she was giving us. :)
Driving is probably the worse. Well, driving by myself which is usually to and from work. I have too many thoughts going through my head. But then certain songs will come on and I will feel better.
M and I are trying again. I am charting my ovulation and we will see what happens. Hopefully, (before this year is over) we will have added to our little family.
Sometimes, it's hard to do this, tell yourself it's going to be a good day when it simply isn't.
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Good luck with the trying. . . I know that's not easy either. I will be keeping you in my thoughts.
Oh, and if I could figure out a way to send you the bananas, I would! But they really are super easy, I promise! And VERY worth it!
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