LOOK at the charts before you start asking questions. Yes, I had a baby in July but don't congratulate me and joke that the reason I am trying to get discharged so fast is because I want to get home to her. I would love to come home to her and see her nursery all done and just have that new baby smell. I would do a gallbladder removal over and over if that meant she was here when I got home. But she's not..she is alone in a cemetary and that kills me everyday. Also, it's RIGHT THERE on how many pregnancies I have had. Don't ask me...it's just...depressing.
The good thing about this hospital is that is has such an awesome Labor and Delivery, just a not so great outpatient area.
This is the last time I am going to a hospital, getting bloodwork, surgeries, etc. this year. Next year will be different.
That's it. Let me at them. Throat punches all around. I'm so sorry sweetie :-(
ReplyDeleteAnd Mary is not alone in a cemetery. She's with Katie, Mckenzie, Gabriel and all of your other babies that were taken from us way too soon. I bet you money, that Katie and Mary are pushing limits and having a blast together.
And yes, next year will be different :-)
:) you always know how to make me feel better.
ReplyDeleteWhat hospital were you at? If it's my brother's I'll have him kick some ass for you! :-)
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