I have had a few dreams about Mary. Either I am pregnant with her again or she's a baby, but a few months old. She is always blonde with light eyes. She is always smiling too. After she passed away I was selfish. I asked everyday for her to come back to me...that I would do anything. I asked God to just wake me up and make everything ok again...make this all a bad dream. I feel her around me everyday and talk to her. I tell her that I miss her and I know I shouldn't feel guilty, but there are times when I can't help it. Too many what if's...
Whenever I dream about her she is smiling so I kow that's good.
I know much about begging God. If you ever need to talk, let me know.
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