first post

Well, this is my first try at this.
Back story: M and I have been together for 7 years (today actually!) We got married on 5/3/08. Life with him has been wonderful. Of course we got our ups and downs..but we can get through anything. We have. We have been pregnant four times....and have no children at home. That is a hard thing to write. I have had three miscarriages, all in the first trimester.
On 3/26/09, I found out that we were pregnant again! I knew it was a girl right away, but I kept saying it was boy because I am never right about those things. Things were going ok...one minor scare, until 21 weeks. I was admitted to L & D and there for almost two weeks. Basically, I have a weak cervix and got a cerclage since I was dilated. Everything was ok after that and I was getting used to the idea of being on bedrest (hospital and at home) On July 30th, I got realy sick and dr.'s had to make the decision to deliver. It was basically me or her. M never left my side, he even stayed everynight with me. Mary Reyna Macias was born on 7/31/09 at 2:30 p.m. and passed away less then an hour later. She was light skinned like her mama and had little bit of blonde hair. She had M's nose and ears. We miss her everyday.